Another lonely Friday night

Well here I go again with another long lonely Friday night, with nothing to do but drink wine and surf the net. Spent most of the day trying to clean by bedroom only a surface cleaning not a deep cleaning if Clean House went anywhere in the country I would make a great canidate for the show, I need help to get organized and do something to fix up my house. sometime tonight I will spend time crocheting just some practice with scrape yarn it will be awhile before I can buy yarn for a project. I really need a miracle cant wait until april when lottery tickets go in sale in NC finally after all these years we have the lottery so happy, my plan is to buy a ticket twice a month when I get paid. Nothing to add about crochet tonight so I guess this is all.

THE BRIGHTESS BLUB ON THE TREE

Well I have said it once and I will say it again. I am not the brightess bulb on the tree, but in my daily am to pm dealing's I have discovered that a multitude of people who's bulb is a lot dimmer than mine. In 2006 I hope to receive a mircale truly need one. The roof leak's, it would be nice to to fix the woodburner unit and convert to gas if possible and the floor needs a big fix. I keep promising picture's of the project's I have completed but so far no delivery. I dont have to work tomorrow!!!!!! Thank you Lord. NC finally has the lottery!!!! tickets go on sale in
April if all goes well and I hope they do, I know people will no believe me but I would be satisfied if I won enough to payoff my house and car even if I had to continue to work, what a tremedus load off a person day to day living a gift like that would be. Practice makes perfect so until I get the yarn for my " At Home Poncho I will continue to parcitice with my cheat pactical yarn. It is less tha 50 hours until the New Year, which I am ending the same way I began broke busted and disgusted. May the new year bring great changes. Anyone with any idea's on what I can do to make these changes please let me know, please keep these options to a level that does not sink to name calling and shit talking. Well this is it for tonight maybe some day soon you will hear more about crochet.

BACK TO LIFE BACK TO REALITY

Well its back to work tomorrow. Thankful to have a job in these economic times but have mercy how I wish that I would have at least tried to make it in college then I could have a career instead of a job. Something exciting that paid well and didn't have to worry about having a part time job. I have been without a part time job since September and I think I am going to need to find another. I am hoping that after I file taxes if I get a refund and it is enough to catch up some bills I can get on a budget and maybe not have to get one. Now that I have discovered crochet I want to spend my time crocheting and I would like to join a group at the library in Greensboro, it is the Greensboro Crochet & Knit Club. If I have to get a second job again this will be out of the question. Then girls night out if I cant work any night of the week most people wont hire you for the job. Found a pattern for a poncho at AC Moore yesterday and I have been reading it so far I think it is understandable so I plan to practice with scrape yarn tonight. The pattern is from Bernat "At Home" Poncho (to knit & crochet) everybody is trying to do a knockoff of the Poncho that Martha Stewart was wearing when she left prison, I think it was given to her by one of the ladies in prison. It was a beautiful Poncho. All of the patterns I have seen so far have something about home in the title. I really think Martha got a bad deal going to prison. Her new show is great on my days off I watch along with The View. AC Moore has a large variety of yarn to choose from I think they might have Hobby Lobby beat on yarn. Well its time for me to get in some practice with my crochet. Pictures still to come maybe this weekend we shall see if I can get the film developed and my daughter to help me download the pic's and no I don't have a digital camera. I know I need to come into the 21st century. Well thats all folks.